主角叫if,Draco,Harry的小说叫做《（HP同人）So, You Want to Die Young（英文版）》，是作者autoheart写的一本近代耽美同人、同人、BE小说，情节引人入胜，非常推荐。主要讲的是： AO3 完结
原名 Hallelujah
文案：
"Every night, you're terrified of what you won't become, so you want to die young."
In the wake of the war, everything is ruined. Harry had thought the casualties would end with the fighting. Draco had thought being “dead” was the solution all his problems. Neither of them had anticipated peace to feel so…. Empty.
原创网址：anheku.cc
Draco战后假死，然后与Harry重逢的文。虽说有点“矫情”，但还挺好看的。
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